We are well aware that
life in Quepos, like many places, is not without its risks and darker
side. Nevertheless, it was disturbing to hear of a series of crimes
in Quepos over the past few weeks. Some involved robberies and
break-ins, specifically targeting Americans in an obvious search for
computers, phones and cameras. One was pulled off with a forced
entry through the roof of a dwelling while another was a brazen and
clever plot that took place in broad daylight at a nearby hotel.
Then there was the murder of a young woman just outside of town . . .
and the lingering rumors of someone looking to abduct children. All
a little unnerving and shaking our sense of wellbeing.
Then, just like
numerous times before, we receive a comfort from one of the
devotionals we have brought here to Costa Rica with us. This one
comes from “My Utmost for His Highest” by Oswald Chambers:
“The circumstances of a
saint's life are ordained of God. In the life of a saint there is no
such thing as chance. God by His providence brings you into
circumstances that you don't understand at all, but the Spirit of God
understands. God brings you to places, among people, and into
certain conditions to accomplish a definite purpose through the
intercession of the Spirit in you. Never put yourself in front of
your circumstances and say, 'I am going to be my own providence here;
I will watch this closely, or protect myself from that.' All your
circumstances are in the hand of God.”
We know that
life is riddled with risk. While we seek to be prudent and wise in
“managing” the amount of risk we face, we testify that it is BEST
to be facing a risk while walking within the will of God than to be
“risk free” and disobedient. This confidence comes from
acknowledging God's sovereignty and providence over our lives . . .
coupled with the knowledge that a troupe of supporters, by means of
the Holy Spirit, are interceding for us throughout our time here.
“For we know that in
all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have
been called according to his purpose.” - Romans 8:28.
Obviously, if we are here
to serve and avail ourselves to His “purposes” then it seems
foolish to talk about rewards. Any honor and glory we accept is
theft from the One who is truly worthy and deserving. However, the
timing of this blessing leads us to believe it was a little “reward”
granted by God's grace to affirm our current place and involvements.
We share it not to boast but as an encouragement to everyone who
seeks to serve that sometimes there are glimpses of affirmation and
hope.
Today, as Nathan and I
boarded the bus to make our way to school, we were warmly greeted by
some of the men from the rehab center, Casa de Amor, where we have
become involved. They had already boarded the bus and cheerily
waved us over, indicating that we should sit with them. (I also had
to smile seeing that one of them was wearing a Hope College soccer
jersey, obviously a gift from an HCHS soccer team member back in
July!) After greetings, we sat to chat while the bus continued
loading and slowly made its way out of town. I sat beside Alfredo
who usually mans the kitchen when we go to the home for our Sunday
afternoon gatherings. After some small talk he informed me that
today marked his five month milestone since entering the program . .
. quite an accomplishment for so difficult a road, I commented, as I
heartily congratulated him. Every benchmark is a celebration for a
recovering addict . . . and it should be! I quietly prayed that I
would see his 9 month graduation from the program, knowing it takes
supernatural resources to accomplish.
Alfredo proceeded to
excitedly introduce me to a fellow sitting in the seat in front of us
who is a new member of Casa de Amor. He included a flattering
description of how we contribute positively to the atmosphere in the
home when we visit and are a good example to the men of a functioning
Christian family. He went on to tell how fond he is of our children
because they remind him of his own family . . . and how Jane is such
a help in the kitchen when she comes and that she makes such
delicious desserts. I was becoming embarrassed listening to him
talk. Then, in a lower tone directed only at me, Alfredo commented
how at first it had been painful to see our family come to the home
because it made him miss his family more sharply. Then, as we had
interacted and shared over consequent visits, he has really come to
appreciate us as an encouragement and as examples. He thanked me for
sharing some of our faults and struggles too . . . because even that
had encouraged him to know that we also faced difficulties.
I was somewhat at a loss
for how to respond but I managed to stammer something about being
glad to be able to journey with him. Just then the bus was at our
stop and we shook hands, waved and stepped off. A minor encounter
. . . but a grand blessing and encouragement . . . dare we say
reward?
Thank you, Lord, for this
conversation and for all your provisions over us. Glory to your
name!
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